Aesthetically Creepy Mansion, Saturday
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Liliana was regretting bringing the lyre back to the store. She was in a restless kind of mood, one that was more suited to pacing than, say, going down to her workroom for a few hours, but pacing didn't do anything to keep her hands occupied, nor did it command her attention. The lyre - or, more properly, a smaller harp - would solve that problem most handily, in a way that even one of her pianos would not, since she'd have to sit down to play that.
Not that she had a piano here, either. And wouldn't until the music room was finished being renovated. And that couldn't happen until the gaming room was finished. Which couldn't happen until Gladio gave their contractor back.
She paused for a long moment, debating whether or not she wanted to take belated issue with this trade of contractors. Hmmm...no. She wasn't in an ill temper right now, simply a restless one. That important distinction made (as well as the vital decision to not pick a random fight about it), she continued her pacing. Besides, having an intact music room and piano wouldn't actually solve her issue of having returned the lyre in the first place.
"Too many memories," she muttered. "This place stirs up too many memories." She was aware of the irony of her complaining that things were digging up stuff she'd rather keep buried, but Liliana has never been particularly bothered by her own hypocrisy anyway.
Should she... should she exercise? That would likely help with the restlessness, at least... Another pause to consider and Liliana was pleased to discover that no, even her current mood wasn't enough to make her want to go to those extremes. That, at least, was a comfort.
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Not that she had a piano here, either. And wouldn't until the music room was finished being renovated. And that couldn't happen until the gaming room was finished. Which couldn't happen until Gladio gave their contractor back.
She paused for a long moment, debating whether or not she wanted to take belated issue with this trade of contractors. Hmmm...no. She wasn't in an ill temper right now, simply a restless one. That important distinction made (as well as the vital decision to not pick a random fight about it), she continued her pacing. Besides, having an intact music room and piano wouldn't actually solve her issue of having returned the lyre in the first place.
"Too many memories," she muttered. "This place stirs up too many memories." She was aware of the irony of her complaining that things were digging up stuff she'd rather keep buried, but Liliana has never been particularly bothered by her own hypocrisy anyway.
Should she... should she exercise? That would likely help with the restlessness, at least... Another pause to consider and Liliana was pleased to discover that no, even her current mood wasn't enough to make her want to go to those extremes. That, at least, was a comfort.
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Date: 2024-03-23 02:58 pm (UTC)And while his first instinct was merely to leave Liliana to her devices and not be some bothersome nuisance, he had more than enough evidence to remind him that when he followed that instinct, the results were, typically, quite disastrous, actually.
And so, a somewhat cautious approach.
"Liliana, darling," he said, "might I make a proposal? I find myself uncharacteristically unable to keep my mind on my work today. Perhaps, instead of continuing to try to extract blood from a stone, I'd be better spending my time with something perhaps less productive, but at least more entertaining. I don't suppose you might know what to suggest?"
Then, a small smile. "On second though, now I'm almost wondering if you ever have encountered an instance of blood from stone..."
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Date: 2024-03-23 03:09 pm (UTC)"You too, my darling?" Liliana asked, her pacing ceased, at least for the moment. "Perhaps it's something in the air, like right before a storm." Oooh, she could go for a giant storm right now, with high winds and booming thunder and vivid zigzags of lightning...it was impossible to be restless with a proper storm echoing about outside.
"And only if you count Sorin Markov's personality," she said wryly. "But yes, I do believe we could find something far more entertaining to do together. Join me on the divan and we can brainstorm."
The idea of settling down, abhorrent just moments before, seemed much more palatable with the promise of lying with her head in Ignis' lap, his hands running through her hair.
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Date: 2024-03-23 03:39 pm (UTC)"If I weren't for the expression I know you're about to give me in response," he noted, with that faint smile growing just that slight bit more, "I'd almost be tempted to note that it seems Sorin Markov has graced your thoughts far more often recently than he has any business to. Is it just your impending lesson, darling? Or might there be something else in that regard?"
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Date: 2024-03-23 03:49 pm (UTC)"Oh, it's definitely something else," she teased right back. "After seeing him in action again, I couldn't help but be reminded of how positively obnoxious he is."
A soft chuckle and then her tenor changed entirely, going more thoughtful. "You know, I was wondering why I had been so...reminded of the past recently, but I suppose it's rather to be expected, no? Between the Astrotorium, seeing Sorin for the first time in well over a century, fighting Baron Sengir of all creatures, finding that lyre..." My past has positively infiltrated my present, hasn't it?"
A moment of thought. "Have I ever told you how we met, Sorin and I? Our relationship?"
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Date: 2024-03-23 03:57 pm (UTC)"I certainly hope not," he said, "because that would me that, if you had, I have allowed it to slip from my mind..."
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Date: 2024-03-23 04:13 pm (UTC)"It was on Innistrad, of course," she said. "He calls himself the Lord of Innistrad, though nobody can remember appointing him to that position, oddly enough." Her tone was scathing. "He came to me once I'd finished my necromancy apprenticeships, so I must have been...almost fifty? Somewhere around thereabouts anyway. My training was very thorough."
To Ignis' complete lack of surprise, surely.
"He challenged me to a duel," she continued softly. "Not an unheard of occurrence, especially amongst Planeswalkers, but also not common, especially with the disparity in our ages. He was six thousand years old and I was still in my first mortal lifespan."
She laughed, a bitter thing. "He crushed me. The battle barely lasted five minutes. He brought everything he had and everything he was to bear in me - if I hadn't been a Planeswalker, I would have been dead several times over. I genuinely did think his aim was to kill me. But no. Instead, he simply pronounced me too weak to be a threat. Then he informed me that Innistrad was his and that I'd best be a civil guest--or he'd find me and finish what he'd started here. And then he Planeswalked away, leaving me lying in the muck, trying to summon the strength to rise."
She told the story simply and easily, as if relaying a particularly tiresome run-in with an annoying neighbor at the grocers, but well. If nothing else, Ignis knew her pride.
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Date: 2024-03-23 04:33 pm (UTC)(Though he also imagined the inherent, undeniable rise from that defeat had helped in that matter slightly).
"Well," he stated, "that was rather foolish of him. Though, I suppose...I imagine, after six thousand years, one could get quite bored."
There was a soft sound, there, a faint grunt laced with disgust at the belated realization that he unfortunately knew the type.
"Perhaps he saw in you a particular challenge,that in riling you up he could make things a bit more...interesting..."
The dry drawl of his tone suggested that, yes, it was a theory he was proposing, but, no, he didn't particularly believe it himself.
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Date: 2024-03-23 04:47 pm (UTC)She shook her head. "I can't fathom it," she said. "Getting bored. At least to the degree you're talking about. Especially when one has the whole Multiverse at one's fingertips. There is always something new to learn, to explore, to discover. That...ennui of an unending lifetime just suggests to me that the individual couldn't have been that interesting as a person even before they became immortal." She sniffed. "Certainly not a trap I intend to fall into."
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Date: 2024-03-23 06:29 pm (UTC)But the topic of Liliana's own potential boredom was one he didn't care to dwell on.
"What happened," he asked, "with the other Planeswalker in the Helvault?"
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Date: 2024-03-23 08:42 pm (UTC)And, interestingly enough, she had intended to ask him what he'd do with an eternity - you know, just one of those questions you asked somebody during a chat about vampires, but his own question distracted her. "She left," Liliana said. "The Helvault opened, she came out long enough to look around and for me to see she was kor, and then she Planeswalked away. My curiosity was piqued, but then events continued apace."
Surely, however, this random Planeswalker would never be relevant to their lives again.
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Date: 2024-03-23 09:25 pm (UTC)And, to be fair, that bit of wisdom on the topic of boredom was coming from the very wise and sage advice of a nine-year-old...
There was a small sound that seemed to doubt the narrative just slightly, but, for the most part, Ignis nodded.
"And a kor is...?" he prompted, letting the question trail off.
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Date: 2024-03-23 09:55 pm (UTC)"And why," he wondered, "couldn't they return?"
Not that he knew anything about what they might be like...
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Date: 2024-03-23 10:08 pm (UTC)Her tone shifted to melancholy, the way it often did when she discussed the Mending, but there were other threads to it - threads that might remind him of the lingering grief and guilt she had when she spoke of Josu and that day in the sickroom, only this time around the concept of carrying people through the Blind Eternities.
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Date: 2024-03-23 10:29 pm (UTC)"I knew a Cor, actually," he then added, to veer perhaps toward slightly lighter fare, "back home. Cor Leonis. Though he is," was? It was difficult to imagine the Marshall in the past tense, especially after all these years, "quite human, no matter what the legends about him would like to suggest."
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Date: 2024-03-23 11:01 pm (UTC)And then hesitated. "My darling...why don't you ever talk about your family? Your life before coming into the Crown's care?"
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Date: 2024-03-23 11:11 pm (UTC)He was quiet for a moment before adding, "Many have, in those forty years, made the attempt, only to join the rank of those soldiers. Only Cor and Gladio have set foot on those grounds and survived."
And he was quiet again, for a much longer time, before addressing the other.
"And as for my family," he said, "I don't say much, because there isn't much to say. House Scientia was already small before my parents were lost to the war, and then it was just me. And I was too young when it happened to really even remember much about them. In truth, Cor probably was the closest thing I had to a parent, after that."
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Date: 2024-03-23 11:23 pm (UTC)Especially considering what he'd just admitted Cor was to him.
"I...do not ask you enough questions, I fear," she murmured, more serious now. "I have spent so long deflecting queries into my own past that it has become second nature to avoid asking others of theirs, since it is usually taken as an invitation to return the curiosity. But that does not mean I don't care about the life you led and how it shaped the man you have become. I assure you, my 'Nys, I care very much."
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Date: 2024-03-23 11:48 pm (UTC)"You do not disappoint me, Ignis," she said quietly, with his name rather than any soft endearment or nickname to make sure it stuck. "I ask questions to find out more about you,, so how could I be disappointed in the answers?"
She paused, pretending to give something consideration.
"Assuming, of course, you make certain to pet my ego appropriately while answering them," she added, because who had two thumbs and needed to lightly deflect after all that sincerity she'd just unleashed?
...And possibly to help her ignore the warm flush that had made her smile when he'd said 'my 'Iana.
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Date: 2024-03-24 12:38 am (UTC)"With nearly every other breath," he promised, and then, as if to prove it, "each one as easy and effortless as the last."
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Date: 2024-03-24 12:48 am (UTC)self=preservationego would never survive it."You should use several of those breaths to kiss me," she murmured. "Unless you wish to be prodded for more stories of your past or, worse, saddled with mine."
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Date: 2024-03-24 01:11 am (UTC)And, in that moment, that way involved shifting and leaning in to give her that kiss, and several more after. Until there was hardly any breath left to give.
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Date: 2024-03-24 01:29 am (UTC)The question for her was always when not if, and she had very stupidly not pushed the matter before it had come to the point where it would hurt her terribly when it did.
...The most terrifying part was that she was unsure if there had ever been a time before that point at all.
Unpleasant thought. This was why she avoided introspection as often as possible. Instead, she fell into his kisses. No, not fell. Dove and dove gladly into them, slowly pushing herself up to encourage those kisses to go deeper, go longer. Kissing him until time lost all meaning and air nearly did, too.
Her skin was warmed by the time they broke, her hands especially so with how they'd snuck under his shirt and claimed patches of warm skin as their own. "You are not unburdened yourself," she murmured to him, a valiant attempt to keep their conversation going, rather than simply sliding so easily into warmth of desire that never died down to even embers between them before flaring up again, hot and hungry.
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Date: 2024-03-24 01:46 am (UTC)Sure, it helped, that the largest of his burdens were either dead or inaccessible, but that hardly negated the sentiment.
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Date: 2024-03-24 01:53 am (UTC)No. Because Liliana was Liliana Vess, she didn't wear a persona, she was who she was and always had been. But a place where she could be 'Iana, perhaps, since the alternative, had accumulated too much baggage to bear, between Josu and the Raven Man.
"You deserve to feel light. Even as little as I know, I know you've earned it." Not just for years of effort already put in, but sacrifices willingly given. "I like to see you happy. Not just pleased, or satisfied, or content. But happy."
She trailed kisses down his jaw while her hands began unbuttoning his shirt. "I don't think my stories will spark that for you."
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Date: 2024-03-24 02:17 am (UTC)The hand in her hair had finally pulled itself away, drawing his fingers along her jawline, to curl under her chin, and gently lift her face toward his, his sightless gaze focused with the intensity of trying to will them to do the impossible.
"I want to see you, Liliana. All of you."
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Date: 2024-03-24 02:37 am (UTC)"I know it pains you that you can't look at me in in the literal as well as the metaphorical," she murmured, lightly grazing over his lips again to take advantage of that proffered throat instead, now interspersing teeth with her kisses. "But I hope you know I would not change a jot, because the you that you are is mine." She would find and she would fix if she could if ever he asked, but of her own volition? Nothing, save the way they changed each other, simply by being together. "But even now, you see me better than anyone alive. And...you may see me better than anyone gone, too, because I have always kept secrets."
So my sweet little sister dabbled in necromancy...
"You make me want to share them. Because it doesn't feel like you're trying to collect bits of me to keep and to hoard. But simply because--"
And then she kissed him, fulfilling that promise of sweet yearning and then some.
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Date: 2024-03-24 02:57 am (UTC)And Ignis fell into that kiss, utterly and completely, because what else was there to say, that couldn't better be said with his lips against her, against her cool skin, perhaps even against every last inch of her, eventually, eventually...Seeing her as thoroughly as he could with his fingertips, and every other method still available to him.
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Date: 2024-03-24 03:23 am (UTC)Perhaps that was why no scars dared mar her, so there could be nothing that could possibly interfere with the sanctity of that contract.
He was bare soon afterwards, their clothing lying just as entangled on the floor as they did the divan. She was skilled in leaving things unsaid, but she didn't have his drive to keep quiet rather than speaking when words might be superfluous, so she had to be grateful for his mouth, for his throat and shoulders and fingers and other secret places where she could bury words into his own skin until the urge to give them into the open are had passed again.
Like I am a lap-harp and you are collecting my strings not to own but simply to hear the music I might play...